• chocolate peanut butter sandwich cookies

    We came home from the hospital to a stocked fridge, thanks to my sister-in-law. She had bulked it up with all sorts of nourishing casseroles and goodies, including a bag filled with six chocolate peanut butter sandwich cookies. After lunch one day, I handed out the cookies to the kids for their snack before settling down on the sofa to eat mine with my coffee.

    One bite and I was awash in regret. Why, oh why, had I shared the cookies? If I would’ve kept my big mouth shut and pretended they didn’t exist, the kids would’ve been none the wiser and I could have had them all to myself! But it was too late. The cookies were out of the bag, so to speak. So I settled for quickly tapping out an email recipe request to my sister-in-law in between bites.

    She emailed right back. The recipe, turns out, came from my aunt’s cookbook. A quick skim of the recipe and I was on board. But from there, things went downhill. The recipe called for chocolate syrup of which I had none, and since I wasn’t about to run to the store for a bottle of sludgy chemicals, I had to make it from scratch. Then the recipe my mother recommended (from my aunt’s daughter’s—i.e. my cousin’s—blog) called for evaporated milk of which—you guessed it—I had none. So I had to make that, too.

    At least I didn’t have to milk the cow.

    The recipe did eventually come together, though. And one afternoon while a friend was visiting, I baked those cookies right up. My friend, bless her heart, took it upon herself to document the Jennifer-assembling-the-cookies moment with my camera. This is what I look like while making cookies and yakking my head off, thank you, friend.



    The cookies remind me of whoopie pies, for obvious reasons (chocolate cookies with a filling, duh), but these—the cookie part, anyway—is completely different: chewy and tender, not at all cake-y. The cookies are rich and dark, and they do a dandy job of meeting the peanut butter-and-chocolate craving. The kids love them, my husband loves them, and I love them. Win.

    Oh, and did I mention they’re one hundred percent whole wheat? ‘Tis true! ‘Course, doesn’t mean a thing, considering how sweet they are and all. But still, kinda cool.

    Chocolate Peanut Butter Sandwich Cookies 
    Adapted from Baking With Whole Grains.

    I recommend making a double batch. In fact, I recommend it so strongly that I’m doubling the recipe for you, right here, right now. Freezers and friends exist for a reason, though you probably won’t need either in the case of these cookies.

    For the cocoa, I used Wilbur Dutch Processed Cocoa. It’s delicious and devilishly dark.

    for the dough:
    2 sticks, plus 2 tablespoons, butter
    1 cup cocoa powder
    ½ cup chocolate syrup
    ¼ cup natural peanut butter
    2 eggs
    2 cups brown sugar
    2 teaspoons vanilla
    1½ cups whole wheat pastry flour
    1 cup whole wheat bread flour
    1½ teaspoons baking soda
    ¼ teaspoon salt

    Melt the butter over low heat. Stir in the cocoa, chocolate syrup, and peanut butter and remove from heat.

    Beat together the eggs and brown sugar. Add the cocoa-butter mixture. Stir in the dry ingredients. The dough will be slightly runny, like a thick brownie batter. Cover tightly and chill in the fridge overnight.

    Dollop small scoops (or large, if you want giant cookies) of dough onto greased baking sheets and bake for 8-10 minutes at 350 degrees. The cookies should be set in the middle, but just barely. They are chewier if slightly under done.

    Cool completely and sandwich together with the filling. Individually wrap cookies in plastic before piling them into a bag and freezing.

    for the filling: 
    4 tablespoons butter
    ½ cup natural peanut butter
    ½ cup milk
    1 teaspoon vanilla
    5½ cups powdered sugar, sifted

    Beat together the butter and peanut butter. Add the remaining ingredients and beat until smooth. This makes plenty of filling—I even had a little leftover—so be generous when assembling the cookies. 

    This same time, years previous: baked brown rice, strawberry spinach salad, and cinnamon tea biscuits.

  • the quotidian (5.16.16)

    Quotidian: daily, usual or customary;
    everyday; ordinary; commonplace



    Bejeweled.

    Make-out bread.

    Pizza night: the first course.

    Whisk tracks.

    With butter and lemon: baby kale.

    They wanted to make bread without a recipe.
    The results were as one would expect.

    Music, music, music. Always music.

    He’s more chill about his restrictions than I thought he’d be…and way more than I know I’d be.

    How the engineer does it.

    Wild excitement: multiplication flashcards.

    The final choice.

    Afternoon deck sprawl.

    Team Lambs: fun and games.

    Perhaps we should sell her to the circus?

    This same time, years previous: Captain Morgan’s rhubarb sours, crock pot pulled venison, people watching and baby slinging, help, a burger, a play, and some bagels, ’twas an honor, raspberry mint tea, garden tales, part one, garden tales, part two, and talking points rained out.

  • driving home the point

    Just to drive home my point about the rain, here are two photos from yesterday. They were taken (by my daughter) about ten minutes apart in the early afternoon.

    This morning I was playing with this first photo, thinking about switching it to black and white, and then I was like, Um, why? It’s already totally gray. Rain really does take the color out of life.

    And then, a few miles down the road, brilliant green and almost sunny.

    Virginia weather is crazy.

    It’s scheduled to rain all next week, I hear. But the next week? TONS OF SUN. Can’t wait!

    PS. It’s Friday and I’m still upright. I planned my week carefully, scheduling at least one social interaction for each day. My I-need-people plan continues through this weekend and right into next week. Go me.

    PPS. This is sort of a non-post. I apologize. I will be back (who knows when) with cookies. Peanut butter and chocolate are involved. Sit tight.

    PPPS. Come to think of it, maybe this is a good time, what with the rain and the upcoming weekend and all, to share book/movie suggestions? Yes? Okay then! I’ll go first.

    Reading: Currently, On Acting, by Steven Breese, and next up, Housekeeping by Marilynne Robinson (for book club) and A Tree Grows In Brooklyn by Betty Smith (reviewing it to see if it would be a good family read aloud).

    Watching: Seinfeld (because some friends gave us a bunch of seasons for our broken-back son), Catastrophe (because a friend mentioned it on Facebook), and House of Cards (I’m a couple episodes short of completing the show). As for movies, I’ve recently seen Brooklyn, Spotlight, Concussion, and The Big Short, and I’m wanting to see The Lady in the Van, Eye in the Sky, and The Intern.

    Your turn! What are you watching and reading?

    This same time, years previous: on getting a teen out of bed in the morning, the quotidian (5.12.14), maseca cornbread, two quotidians, lemon rhubarb chicken, rhubarb sorbet, and bald-headed baby.